Four of Staffs
The focus in on a “mulligan stew” of experiences with special energy directed toward interpersonal relations, trips and a quest for enlightenment.
You want to quit or give up. You are struggling to get things accomplished and to ward off the “ghosts” of your past. Your first response is to quit and just run away, but the best response is to deal with it! It is only through participation in ALL of life (the good, bad and incomprehensible) that we find the answers that will allow us to correct ourselves and our problems. Produce the best you are capable of and don’t try to live up to a conception of how you think you should be... or what others think for that matter.