The focus in on a “mulligan stew” of Pine: abundance, emotions, fertility, good luck, healing, immortality, love, prosperity, protection, purification, regeneration
PINE (Pinus spp.) - The Pine tree is an evergreen, its old title was "the sweetest of woods". Its needles are a valuable source of vitamin C and can loosen a tight chest. The scent of Pine is useful in the alleviation of guilt. The Bach's flower remedies lists it for dealing with feelings of guilt. Pine indicates issues of guilt within you. It was known to the Druids as one of the seven chieftain trees of the Irish. Mix the dried needles with equal parts of juniper and cedar and burn to purify the home and ritual area. The cones and nuts can be carried as a fertility charm. A good magical cleansing and stimulating bath is made by placing pine needles in a loose-woven bag and running bath water over it. To purify and sanctify an outdoor ritual area, brush the ground with a pine branch.
You want to quit or give up. You are struggling to get things accomplished and to ward off the “ghosts” of your past. Your first response is to quit and just run away, but the best response is to deal with it! It is only through participation in ALL of life (the good, bad and incomprehensible) that we find the answers that will allow us to correct ourselves and our problems. Produce the best you are capable of and don’t try to live up to a conception of how you think you should be... or what others think for that matter.